You can and will make it through this @helloimemilee, keep your head up, please keep fighting, don’t ever give up, you are never alone, you can beat this, please try to think positively and believe in yourself, you are such a strong and resilient person, you will overcome, don’t lose hope, there is always light at the end of the tunnel, if you need to talk or need a friend, I’m always here, feel free to message me anytime if you want (hugs)