ChildAtHeart posted an update in the group What are we afraid of? 10 years, 10 months ago
I don’t know what this is called, but I’m petrified of trying my best and being let down. Because of this, I put minimal effort into things so that if I fail (get a bad mark on something, don’t make it into a club or program I want to get into, etc…) I can blame it on my not trying.