I have come to realize that I primarily, if not entirely, use the internet in order to find some sort of communication with others, in an attempt to not feel so alone. However with a lack of such communication between others and myself, I always wind up leaving with confusion in my mind, attached to a trail of desperation and loneliness. I do wish I would find out whom I am supposed to be talking to every time I come onto the internet. I always have this feeling as if I am coming here to meet someone, and I simply either have not yet found them or have yet to discover who this person is that I am apparently actively seeking.
And to top this off, I am not sure if this is something that is entirely being generated in the mind or is an authentic feeling. Why am I a human?