all anyone can ask is for you to try. its all you can ever expect of yourself as well. perhaps the results of trying are irrelevant as we can’t predict and prove anything outside of our efforts. great ambitions.

I’m here for you @silentrain, you will make it through this, I know you can do it, you are not alone, stay strong, if you need to talk or need a friend, I’m always here, feel free to message me if you need too. (hugs)