I got really bad at one point with self harm and depression and still struggle with depression daily. It sometimes interferes with my relationship. I went to a therapist for help and i do not live in a very financial sound house so i can’t afford it any longer. I have two people who are there for me but when I’m having my really dark days, it becomes very hard to tell them that… I felt like therapy was helping a ton… Since i am not going any more, i have felt it getting a little worse every day. I no longer self harm but i am scared that if my depression increases, so will the urge. I can’t really talk about it will my boyfriend although he understands and knows what I’m going through, he doesn’t want to see me get worse and so any time i tell him I’m feeling down or that i think I’m getting bad.. he kinda ignores it and trys to make me believe everything is okay when i know that it isn’t.. so i have no idea what to do.. should i ignore it? Am i making it worse to think about it?