Blah611 said 9 years, 5 months ago:
I can’t believe that im here.. Im posting something on this bewildering (but seemingly great) website. But why did it ever come to this when I feel I can no longer talk to someone? I used to be that person that was fun, happy go lucky, easy to find someone to talk to. Now that im in a relationship it feels somewhat like im a little more alone than I used to. Is that even right to feel that way? Maybe there is no right or wrong.. It is what it is. I have a man who likes to be in his man cave a lot, but when its time for our talkie talkie time, I have nothing to say and neither does he. It gets so quiet at home even though we’re sitting right next to each other. If I ever dare say this outloud, he would be so hurt by it because he thinks we’re totally connected. He thinks we’re fixing our relationship by reading Men are from mars and women are from venus. His needs are being met, but I cant seem to get my talk out and my oxitocin level up. He’s happy and im a little quiet.. Boo hoo.. Still love him though.
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