the daisies were crying and so was I.
the thought that you were gone in a blink of an eye.
it has been a year since you’ve said goodbye.
one full year since you lost your fight.
i don’t blame you, for you stayed so strong for too long.
i took advantage of your strength although i knew it was wrong.
but i never forgot the dark nights when your warmth made me strong.
as my life moves on, i promise in my heart you will always belong.
my God it’s been a year i just can’t believe.
i don’t know if it felt longer or shorter since the time i forgot how to breathe.
your ghost keeps playing games to make me feel deceived.
and taking parts of my memory like a thief.
but i will accept it as a message of your love for me to receive.
now i can say that remembering you doesn’t bring me grief.
just joy to know i was able to love you that much before you could leave.
and know that because of you i can finally sleep at ease.
my beloved friend, rest in peace.