I’m more social than I’ve ever been and I have more friends than I’ve ever had, even a couple close friends but I’m missing something. I still lack physical contact in my life. Forget about romantic or sexual touching, I’ve given up on ever finding someone to share that with. I’m missing the ability to throw my arm around someone’s shoulder when he needs it or the ability to be comfortable when someone does that to me. It’s not that I don’t want to be touched, I need it. I feel so alone without it, but I can’t manage to do it.