I am suffering right now. I have just been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and I do not know how to get passed this. It has a horrible stigma and i feel like I don’t take out my anger on others except for myself. I don’t have hate or disgust for other people except for myself. I am so ashamed of being diagnosed as this as I have a huge heart and want the best for people. This diagnosis is making my self esteem worse and makes me feel like everyone would be better off without me if i’m considered unstable. I feel like I should stop talking to everybody and havn’t been able to stop crying. Some of the things I have read online are horrible about this disorder and I just feel everyone would be better off if I shut myself out. Im hurting so much, and don’t know who to turn to. Any help would be greatly appreciated. Thank you so so much.
