4 months ago the love of my life left me, when he told me he wasn’t ever going to leave me, we planned to be together forever, I’m still hurting and depressed over it, we were together for at least 2 years. I want him back, I feel like I need him, he was what made me truly happy. Now my friends are slowly leaving me, I feel so alone now. Everyone is turning their back on me, even my family.. Everything is falling apart, I’ve done nothing wrong, nothing to deserve this. I’m trying my hardest to stay strong, I fake my happiness but it’s not working, everyone notices that I fake my happiness. I don’t know what else to do.