(he’s my crush and i’ll call him chris) well as far as i know this chris guy knows me since 2nd grade I “re-met” him in 6th grade when he had to give me a secret valentine’s gift. we were in the same classroom and he was close to me with his group. (they are all girls) he has had many contact to me. i still remember when i didn’t hear the teacher calling me and almost screamed on my face to go for it. on the last days of school i decided to chat with him via facebook.
anyway. now we are on 7th grade. he is not in my classroom but his friend are. i’m really unconsiciously very involved with his group of friends. and i still chat with him. and it’s everytime less awkward because we found common interests. and i did many chats trying my best not to look like a stalker. until he was the one who starts the conversation. he shook our hands (my friend and i) for the woman’s day and my friens told me that he just shook ours in the whole school as far as i know
we never talk, we naver talked.
then my friend tells me that he told her that he has a girlfriend via facebook (facebook is really involved. isn’t it?) but in our chats he never said anything nor mentioned it.
once we held our gaze for 3 seconds and he didn’t seem bothered. i may sound like a desperate teenager trying to find out if her prince charming is coming. but really i just want to know someone else’s opinion because my friend told me that i had to “follow my heart” and “belive it if it’s real”. and lately he tries to avoid me making his best not being where i am i think. i’m confused now
what do you think?
