Despite your feelings regarding your parents, I believe that as any parent, they want their child to be safe and healthy. I'm not saying they're perfect or anything, no person is, but they do care, even though they may not say it. But nevertheless how you feel about them, focus on yourself. You are the only priority you should be concerned with. As everything, it takes time to heal, let it. Don't try and rush into things if you don't feel ready for it. Take the time you need.
And though you may not believe it, someone does care. I care. Which faire enough, may not seem that big of a deal to you. I don't know you. But I do care. but that's besides the point, you should recover for yourself, because you deserve it. Because you want to. Heck, if only to prove your parents wrong and show them what you can accomplish without their help, the person you are, without needing someone to stand on your own to feet. Just, don't push everyone away. It get's a little lonely after a while...
I wish you the best. If you ever want to talk, about anything. Stupid parents, books, nothing in particular, send me a message. And I'll hear you out.
Stay awesome!
