I feel like everything in my life is a struggle. Whatever I achieve I have to work extra hard than an average person has to. I am so exhausted of trying. All my life my motto is keep on keeping on, but for how long. I feel like I don’t have energy any more. Where is that point where it has to stop. Cant I be normal? Cant I want something and just get it because I am me. I cant hold on anymore. I am tired. I am no quitter but life is too big for me to deal with it on my own. How do I revive my energy towards life? Help?