I stumbled through most of my life battling insecurities from being an ethnic minority, being a foreign adoptee, etc. No confidence, no friends…so I made up fake friends on the Internet, and fake boyfriends. I got attention, for the first time ever, and then it turned bad. What I did was wrong, and I ended up getting caught, a lot. I tricked a few friends into falling for a fake guy. I’m not even gay, and I did that. Why? What’s wrong with me? Am I going to Hell for this? I want to move on, I know what I did was absolutely wrong. How do you forgive yourself?