I'm sorry to hear what you've been through. I can't imagine what it's like. I haven't been in that situation. I just wanted to tell you to search the groups here on Blahtherapy. I know there are groups dedicated to sexual assault/abuse survivors and I think you have a lot more chance finding people there. Not as many people look at this 'Q-n-A' page as much as the forums, and once your questions if off the front page, not many people will see it. People actively search through the forums though, and it's easy for people to see what you want to talk about (for example, I had no idea what your question was about until I clicked it, but by posting in a sexual assault survivors group, it will show that you posted it in there on the forums, therefore let people know that's the topic of your thread, even if you decide not to put details in the title). Let me know if you need any help with this. :)