I am married to a guy I honestly dislike 80% of the time we have been married for 2 years and rushed into marriage because we were both military stationed at different bases and wanted to be together. We got together and it was one thing after another with pretty much just fighting and arguing and we even had to go to counseling. then like almost a year now he got kicked out and has just been living in my apartment not doing a thing he got a job for maybe 2 months and then quit he doesn’t clean unless i come in and yell and is just such a waste of space his presence just pisses me off like its as if i have a grown ass child he has completely turned me away from any sort of relationship. Ive asked for a divorce multiple times and he refuses to sign them. I allow him to stay because i feel bad for him and i think its heartless to just kick him out. He is currently trying to get into the police force and has his pt test tomorrow is it wrong that I’m hoping he gets it so he can move on and leave my life.
Then another part I went home a couple months ago and ran into an ex that i still have a lot of feelings for and we began talking as friends you know catching up and i came back and we were talking a lot and he expressed how much he cared for me and missed me and then after a while i barely hear from him and i feel like he’s constantly lying and i don’t know why is it safe to say he just told me what he thought i wanted to hear.
