I went through the same types of things you are going through now. I was miserable as a teenager. During that time , I remember feeling as though my life was terrible and it was going to only get worse. People that put you down have a way of diminishing your self-worth and making your future seem bleak. Surprisingly, I slowly learned to tune my parents and bullies out, more and more. I began to dream about the day I would be old enough to get away from these people and on my own. I started began taking any job I could to save money, babysitting, mowing lawns and cleaning houses. When I turned 16, I was able to get an hourly paying job, as well. I was saving money and kept busy, very busy. The more I worked and saved money, the better I felt. I slowly gained confidence, because I was focusing on myself, and working toward my future. I became excited about, one day being free, no longer trapped in what I thought was a hopeless situation.On the morning of my 17th (legal age to leave home in my state) birthday, I woke up earlier than everyone else. I got into me crappy, but reliable car, and drove away to a new city in a new state. I had never felt that happy.Life has not been without snags, but I am happy. I realize that my miserable childhood actually helped me become strong. I've learned to put life's difficulties into perspective. Now, when I think of people who bully, I realize how pathetic they all are. They behave that way not only because they are shallow, they lack decent character skills, and are somewhat mentally-challenged when it comes to having the ability to feel empathy...but also because most of them are deeply ashamed of his or her own shortcomings. They attempt to cause others the pain and shame they, themselves are feeling. Drawing attention to others takes the focus away from their own flaws and shortcomings. Looking back, I cannot believe I ever allowed such useless idiots to hurt me so much. Now, people that behave that way wouldn't even get a second glance, they are unworthy of my attention.These people are not worthy of your attention, either. I know that it seems impossible to ignore them, but I truly wish I had. Please realize how foolish those people are. Although you feel sad and unhappy now, believe me, life will get better as you grow older. I know it sucks now, but when you are older will regret allowing inept and foolish people to matter so much. Please try to focus on yourself. Keeping busy with hobbies, work etc., will give you other things to focus on. Believe it or not, Once you get through these tough times, you will look back and realize how little this part of your life will matter in comparison to the rest of your life.I wish you the best. I things improve for you. If you ever need someone to chat with don't hesitate to contact me :)