I’ve always had this feeling, and it seems apparent that I’m either incredibly boring or super awkward at holding conversations. The amount of eye shifting, long pauses, and abrupt endings each conversation has is a ton. I have this with literally EVERYONE besides my mom and sister.
I even was told when I was around 18 by my ex’s boyfriend’s brother that I tell really boring stories.
I do know a lot of people don’t catch my humor quite frequently (even my sister sometimes can’t tell when I’m joking and we’re super in sync) I’ve always assumed this might be part of it. I just don’t know how to respond or start conversations 90 % of the time!!!
I really don’t know what to do, I feel like I can’t form friendships even with people that I have everything in common with!