So here’s the deal:
-I have chronic bitch face (if you dont know what that is you’d have to google it), so I look like a completely unapproachable human. LITERALLY everyone thinks i’m ‘mad’ or ‘pissed’ if I don’t walk around with a smile on my face 24/7
- Homecoming is coming up, and i’ve always hated it because I dont think I can dance and i’m extremly self conscious, which stops me from having fun. And I really want to have fun.
- Not only am I self conscious with my dancing – it’s with about everything! I want to be a confident person!! I just don’t know how!
- With school starting, I have to focus on School, School cheer and allstar cheer. I have practice everyday for school cheer and somedays I have to leave on practice early to arrrive late to the other practice! And every day is a ROUTINE! And i hate it. Nothing exciting happens. How can I fix it?
- Last, I’m the type of person who distances themselves from people because of past experiences. By that, I just mean, I have very little ACTUAL friends – and I perfer to walk the halls by myself and do things by myself. I still eat lunch with others though. I have friends that don’t go to my school and live pretty far from me so we can barely hang out, But I want to have more friends so I can do things on weekends and during my free time!! What do I do!