Lately, I have been VERY stressed out. I’ve been asking my doctor and counselor for help, but they recommend the same thing(s) over and over. It’s driving me insane, I think. I’ve tried so many things over the last 9 months and their “+” effects last a week max before going neutral. I’ve already tried the following things: (1) incense sticks (2) smelling salts (3) reading (4) music (5) writing (6) meditation (7) ranting/venting (7) napping (8) art. Now, at only 14 yrs old, I’m smoking 10 packs in 5-6 weeks.
I’m also having problems with my roommate… He’s 21 and has NLD (non-verbal learning disability). He often expects me to entertain him, and gets pissed at the slightest sarcasm that he doesn’t understand. He’ll also get all “rawr” at me because he has to clean our room while my tutor’s here. He nags most of the crap that he cleans up is mine, but he forgets he uses it too. I can’t rant to anyone I know personally because he eventually finds out and gets hateful like, “Thanks. Once again, I’m in trouble, and you can walk away scot free with everyone patting your back. I hope your happy.” I also had to ban him from using my phone, and now he complains I use it too much. He gets jealous because of things I can do better than him at some things, and one night tried to kill himself. But he failed because my pocket knife wasn’t sharp (praise Allah).
If there’s ANY advice, PLEASE message me about it. I need this help badly. Thank you so much for your comments and replies, and thank you for reading over this.