Just recently I realized I actually hate basically all of my friends. Just the thought of them irritates me and I think about what they are like. IT’S AGGRAVATING. Due to this I shall have to pretend I like them to avoid having no one at all and being perceived as a huge loner (This is not good for a person in high school) I need advice on what else I could due (Side note- Nearly everyone else out of my friend group I hate with my guts)