I was in a distant relationship like for a week.
And that guy was ignoring my calls and texts for 3days.
So i decided to do some research on him and found out that he’s a girlfriend, it’s some kind of distant relationship too, but the serious one.
And i question myself “What am i?”
“Did he use me for his emotional needs?”
Well, he cheated his girlfriend with me. For that fact, i feel so low. Because i was in a relationship with a guy who has girlfriend. If i had known that he has girlfriend, i wouldn’t start this. I feel like i’m bad. I wished i had known it earlier. Now it’s too late. I feel so low, broken and sad.
I fell for him. I trusted him. Now, he cut out the contact with me and left me like i’m a doll. I feel used and worthless.
I thought i found someone who would never leave me and love me for who i am.
I always failed in the relationships. My first love, he left me for another girl because i can’t give what he want. And my second love, he left me. and a months later i heard “it was a dare game”. I WAS A IN HIS GAME! his friends dared him to date me!
And it took me more than a year i get over him. And now, i finally found this guy. And i thought i found someone who really loves me. BUT NO! I was wrong.
I don’t know what did i do to deserve this. Why was i always left? WHY ME? Am i not good enough? WHY????
