I’m talking to this boy, and I have been for a good 4 months. he always compliments me, says he loves me, listens to me, cares. and the best thing is that he isn’t turned away from my dark side. he doesn’t know that I cut but he knows of my attempted suicide. when I told him about this, he cried. he always tells me that side of me is never going to turn him away and he’ll always love me. I’m so scared of getting hurt. he keeps hinting he’s going to ask me out but I’m just terrified. I like him too, a lot. The way mind mind runs, I can’t help but see anything but negatives coming out of this. I’m slowly coming out of the darkness but I’m just scared that I’m going to end up right back where I started. I don’t know what to do. that’s the one thing holding me back.