I feel alone in a room full of people,Disconnected.Yes I talk, I laugh and I try to seem happy,it’s like putting on a facade.But inside I’m all alone, when I’m out of the room, I’ve no one to really talk to, or call,or text.I’m saved for not having to live alone for now,but I wonder how things would be as I turn older.I don’t really have friends who I can call friends, and most of the people I talk online are just not physically present,It’s just a virtual presence.I know that nobody can help me not feel this way,but maybe I’m writing just coz sharing makes me feel a lil unburdened. I turned 28 this year,Im still the way I was 5 years back.I keep real busy but still this feeling of being lonely gets to me when I’m not working.I wonder if certain people like me are born to be this way forever.It is so weird and I don’t get to meet people or make new friends at all,coz everybody seems to be quite happy in their own skin, they already have friends,they already have their partners,why would they even care to be friends with new people.I mean I’m not Brad Pitt,I’m just an average guy.I live a life of solitude, guys my age would probably laugh on it,they have families, friends, their partners,I cook for myself, watch some Tv and then read a book and go to sleep,on weekends,I don’t even have someone to go out on a movie with,it’s strange but so true.