Hello guys, i need some help from you, if you want.
Here is a little background:
1 year ago I started university, and bonded with a cool little group of friends.
In this group there was this girl, i kinda liked her, but she was engaged at the time, so no big deal.
Then after 6 months se broke up with his old boyfriend, an was single until on the month of may we were together at the house of one of our friends, and we kissed.
I was intrigued, since this was my first somewhat “serious” relationship (i am 20 btw), and we were really close for 2 moths or so, and now comes the problem.
i don’t know why, but it has been a few weeks since i started losing interest in her. No there isn’t another girl I like (and i don’t know if it’s worse or not) i just, kinda note feeling going out with her lately, and almost find texting and talking to her on the phone a chore. I know, it is terrible, but despite how much i try (i really want to like her this way) i can’t bring myself to do so. She is very fond of me and probably likes me really much, i know it because she always goes on how much she is taken by this relationship.
The worst thing is that if she were to break up with me, i would not be happy nor sad, i simply would not care, and i don’t know why.
I always thought that, if i ever were to get in a relationship, I would have been the sticky one, the one that always search for the other, and seeing things going the opposite way is weirding me out, as if I don’t like her anymore.
She is wanting me to know her friends and her mother, and i could not care less, despite consciously wanting to feel honored. She is starting to notice me getting more and more distant, but tries even harder to get me back.
I know the right thing to do is to talk to her directly and probably break up, especially since she confessed me that she had thought about breaking up with me, but always held back.
She is a very emotional girl, and don’t want to make her feel sad, also we are very close since not only we go to the same classes, we also have most of or friends in common.
I know i sound like a bad person, and i probably am, but I honestly just want the best for her. Can you say me something? please?