i dont know what to do anynore i want to be done

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I want to be done with life I mess everything up my parents only tell me everything I did wrong or the things I forgot to do because I was busy babysitting my sisters but they yell at me not my older sister I hate it I have no one to go to my friend keeps asking me what’s wrong but I won’t tell him because I’m scared he will tell his parents or tell my parents and if he does that I don’t think I could talk to anyone again I’m so scared to tell him but I know he should know because he is my best friend and the only one I know really cares about me is my boyfriend and my best friend and my boyfriend know what’s wrong I don’t know what to do anymore I need help what should I do? Can someone help me?

asked January 3, 2015

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It may SEEM like you always mess everything up. Maybe that is even the message you are getting from others---but you know better. Don't be like those who ONLY see how you mess up, don't JOIN them. Look at the things you don't mess up. List them at night. Do whatever you can to nourish yourself with this positive input. You probably do not want to be like the 'NegativeNaggers,' so quit beating yourself up. You may be your only friend right now, but what a powerful friend you can be to yourself. Find a neutral person to talk to -- someone at church, a telephone hotline, school counselor--and listen... I can tell you that this too shall pass. As an abused kid, I used that as my mantra. . . I believed that life would get better once I was out on my own--and with therapy, surrounding myself with positive folks, and patience--life DID get ohsomuch better. Don't stall now...find some faith and keep it.
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Look I know how you feel, I've been there! BUT never say you want it to be done because there are so many things you can do! I say talk to your best friend and let him know what's going on. If you want him to not tell anyone I can tell you now, he won't. Find something to look forward to, that you absolutely love. If you have that, then you can keep moving forward. About your parents, they will listen, this is an option so you don't need to do it but you can try talking to them and tell them how you feel. Instead of shutting people out, find people that you know will help and ask them for it. Be positive and don't give up! It will only get better!