Me and my EX boyfriend was togeteher for 5 months and in that time we did everything, i even got pregnate. My family found out about this and we started fighting ALL the time up till the point were i dont go home till i know they are alseep as i dont want a fight. 2 weeks ago my Ex asked me to abort the baby even though i wanted to keep it but he said if i kept it he would leave me but if i got rid of it he would stay with me for at least a year. Being dumb and in love i aborted it and three days later, same day my grate grandmother (who i was close to) died my Ex boyfriend dumped me. He said he wanted to say friends but lately he has been giving me the cold sholder and sleeping/flirting with my friends. Also because we have the same group of friends and they refuse to talk to me so i also have no friends.
I an sick of everything and really want to end my life even more after my Ex told me he never loved me and was just using me for sex and money. HELP :’(