so im 16 years old and never really went to church alot I was going to church with my ex bf and his family but last year in april 2013 i was kind of pressured into getting baptized but didnt really want to do it. they kept saying “if you dont get baptized you not going be accepted into heaven and your gonna live forever in hell once you die” blah blahhhh blah. You see, sometimes i think gods real but other times i dont. Bc if he was why are people starving, dying, stupid wars, ignorance all around the globe,etc. Maybe im atheist but i really really believe in buddhism. *sigh*… im just really really confused