Im lesbian, and engaged. But my fiancé and I fight constantly over stupid things. She takes the fights too far, screaming at me over organization in the house or what time I ate food while she was at work. I can’t stand the fighting. I spent over 2 years in a very abusive relationship and I’m very sensitive and scarred from it. I tried to break up with my fiancé last week but then she tried to kill herself and when I stopped her she ran away. I had to have her aunt come help me convince her to come home.
I don’t want to be in a relationship like this but I dont want her to kill herself. Plus we live together and im the breadwinner so she wouldnt have much money to move out (it’s my house). I really love her more than anything… I want us to be happy together but I dont think its going to happen. Im constantly stressed out and depressed.