I am seriously obsessed with my boyfriend. I don’t think it’s healthy and I want to fix it. It’s really embarassing. I spend hours and hours a day thinking about him and tracking his internet activity and googling his name and looking up things like “is it true love” and signs he’s into you”. I make sure I have my cell phone on me at all hours of the day and night. I check my e mail constantly in case he sent me something. Whats wrong with me? i even stalk her exes most of the time. I don’t have active social life and i have a few friends. I freak out if a day goes by where I don’t hear from him but of course I play it off like I could care less when I talk to him. Is this normal? I don’t want my world to revolve around him but no matter what I’m doing or who I’m with my mind is always on him. I can’t focus in school, all I do is daydream about him and write his name over and over again and again in my notebook. Is there like some medication I can take for this? Is this a personality disorder or some kind of mental melt down? Is it love? Whats wrong with me and how can I fix it? Is this normal? Should I tell him about it? How do I treat this? It’s really taking a toll on my life.