I used to really enjoy school, and was quite clever and confident. I don’t know whats happened, as I am so dumb and rarely pass anything. I try my best, but what are you supposed to do when it isn;t good enough? I can’t stand the idea of performing in front of the class, like when I have appointments and come back in the middle of class I sit in the toilets until the end so people don’t stare at me as I walk in. I feel so low. I feel like a waste of space, and that I don’t deserve nice things or friends because I’m not capable of achieving anything.