My sister is a year older than me and she is so beautiful, talented, and everyone loves her and I love her to. But I am the ugly girl that no one wants to be friends with. I have tried self-harming and I have thought about suicide so many times. My best friend is a guy and I found out he is only friends with me because of my sister. Me and my mom don’t get along and I have zero friends. I have tried changing and turning into someone I don’t eve recognised but nothing works. I just want to know how I can be happy. Or at least no so depressed.