How do I stop feeling like this?

It's okay to feel a bit lost sometimes...I feel lost as well but it's okay don't beat yourself over it..and trust me YOU DO MATTER I was depressed once and I used to self harm so I know what u feel like but as much as Bullshit and cheesy this sounds to u right now it's the truth...THINGS WILL BE BETTER..so pleasee hold on You deserve to live even though u feel like a disappointment sometimes, ur here for a reason...don't let sadness control ur life YOU MATTER TO PEOPLE, trust me...don't let ur happiness depend on others or even on the way you feel right now, just get up and turn out some loud cheerful music on (even if u hate it) and dance to it naked, fully clothed who cares, I dare you to wake up every morning and to look in the mirror and admire urself all the little details u haven't noticed about urself and name 3 things u like about you cause u have to love yourself in the end you're all u have sweetie...REMEMBER you’re braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think...You can fight this and I believe in you... If I did then trust me you surely can do this. And if you ever need anyone to talk to I'm here...Xx

You are here for a reason we all are. One day you will see that it is one life we have and one life to live. You deserve your chance at life to. I have never been depressed to this point in my life so I can't speak from your point of view. I have had a cousin that is no longer here because of suicide and I can tell you I just wish someone could have talked to him because his life was worth living everyone's is no matter how bad it gets. I hope you have great family support and you said you had a really good friend so talk to them. No one can feel your pain that you have but I know there is better in the future. Hang in there and talk to people you love.

Why would you even think about harming yourself? That life you have....its a precious thing you know..... Well, but anyway I think you are going for the better cause 63 days sounds good....and i know you can stay clean from it for an even longer time. Have you thought of taking any medications? That might help you. And to stop feeling like this, you must start believing in yourself....work on your self esteem.Find other ways to channel your emotions.Do things that you like.And don't let people judge you or anything. Learn to love what you have...and things will get better. Best of luck :)

@violet @ourlives1Thanks guys I have no support here.

@pal Thanks. sometimes I just wonder how different it could all be.