I was sexually abused when I was a teenager and it lead to multiple abusive relationships…anyway I was able to deal with it, or sweep it under the rug, but lately things set me off. I will hear a song or see or smell something and it sets of something and it all comes flooding back…like it just happened yesterday. I have been single for 6 years and I am scared to be with someone…but I also long for someone…I’m so confused…I just want to know how to lead a normal life…