Hello, I'm suffering from borderline. When I found out I was different, I asked for a test at the doctors office. When I found out I had borderline, I was really scared to tell people. When I said it to my boyfriend and parents after a long time of keeping it a secret, the only thing they said was "I don't believe in mental disorders." That broke me and I followed the advice of my boyfriend and pretended I had nothing.That was the worst mistake I ever made. I turned out completely crazy and in rage and I had a lot of trouble with myself. I cried everyday and had a lot of fear attacks. I couldn't handle myself no more, what was wrong with me?Then I broke up with my boyfriend and tried to live with my disorder. Everything turned out great. I told the friends who matter and every time I get angry without a reason they just leave me and come back the other day because they know it was just the disorder.My parents still don't believe me, and that will never change. I can't make them believe, but you can make the best out of itI went to the school psychiatrist and asked if she could help me with it. Also sharing with my friends helped me a lot. You don't have to see a psychiatrist, you can live with your disorder, it's not the end of your live. There are a lot of people out there who go through the same things as you, and sharing your story might be just as help full as going to a psychiatrist.I hope my story helps you x