Everytime i get out of the shower pr see myself in the mirror, i want to cut off every imperfection with the dullest knife possible, or throw up until im just skin and bones. Ive asked about something similar to this a couple days ago, but now its getting worse and worse, sometimes i even find myself on the floor in front of the toliet trying to convince myself not to make myself throw up. Sometimes im an inch away from trying to beat myself so i domt look this way anymore. I need help, how do i make myself think im fine?