Please Help i asked Before I am a 15 Year Old Who Secretly Crossdresses and wants to be female but cant due to family helth and negativism?
I am a 15 year old Transgender with autism help?
I have always wanted to be a girl but i have been scared to metion untill the age of 10 when my nan watched a program on it and i told her i wanted to be female to but my parents got convinced that it was this.
At 12 i was caught crossdressing in a skirt black leggings Pink and yellow underwear and bra with a crop top.
From the age of 13 i mentioned every month that i wantes to be a girl and wore underwear to school and shaved everywhere
Then my mum got big health issues and now can t take stress.
The only i find to get around this is to go on buses and just forget everything and look at the sights ots a way that i can actually do somthing than being suck hiding from all of this.
I am now 15 and want to do somthing but in a way that my mum cant stop me?
Also cause i have autism i don t really socialise and stay with her most the time.
P.S im in the UK
Being unhappy with who you are hurts. Feeling helpless to make changes is even worse. I would start seeing a professional counselor, specifically one with experience in transgender issues. (Unfortunately, I'm in the US and don't know much about the status of health care or psychological help in the UK.) It won't feel nearly as good as being who you are, but you can start the building blocks of a new identity. One you'll be happy with!
As much as I hate to say it, there may be some issues expressing yourself while you're under your mother's roof. You'll have to be very brave. I think you're making good steps knowing that you have a problem (the situation and your dissatisfaction, not your identity) and reaching out for help.
Is there a chance you could open up to some friends, at least? They may not be able to solve the problem, but having someone on your side can make a big difference. You might also find some support on a forum or website dedicated to transgender persons.