Hi. Have you ever felt having a gap from your bestfriends and you? I don’t know if it’s just me but I’m becoming uncomfortable when they are around. Sometimes, I can’t “have fun” with them. They were really awesome friends but we barely see and communicate with each other (since we are really busy and my university is a bit far from theirs). I was hurt when one of my best friend suddenly got a boyfriend and they had been together for 3 months before she told me. I was hurt because way back then, she always tells me everything.
Right now, what I can feel is that we wont meet all together (since we are 5 all in all) if I will not do the honor of planning and contacting them. I think they can’t feel what I’m feeling. I can’t even tell my problems to them. They are like a stranger to me sometimes. I can’t help it.
And now, I’m frustrated. We’ve been together for more than 4 years but am I too emotional? 
please help me. What shall I do?
