Lets call the friend (B)
I am having a real hard time dealing with friend or foe issues. I have been dealing with this for the past couple of years now and I really do not know what else to do. So I have this friend “B” that has been my friend since freshmen year in high school. We were best friends!! Before I left off for college, I’ve constantly heard that B was saying stuff about me behind my back to her other friends. She’s said some things that made her other friends not like me and wanting to fight me because of it. (til this day I still do not know what she said) She admitted to saying it and expected me to forgive her; which I did. Things has not been the same since. I am not a senior in college and she is still living back at home. I went to visit her for the first time in a long time a week ago, and everything seemed cool(although it was nothing much to say). She invited me to go out with her which I agreed to but did not expect her to bring one of her friends that did not like me. In the car it was completely silent. You know the saying “if you don’t have nothing nice to say then do say anything at all” I was getting that vibe while riding in this awkward car ride. I had this feeling that if I was not in the car they would have so much to talk about, but since I am here they are walking on egg shells. which made me believe they still talk about me. To put the icing on the cake, I have been texting “B” since I have been back, but since the car ride she has not been replying to any of my text messages. Its starting to get weird. I have been nothing but nice, I have a BIG HEART. Even to people that treat me like crap. I just do not think it is fair the way people treat me that I would bend over backwards for.
