Orgasming once a day can have a major drain on your brain. To me, it looks like you're addicted to masturbation or masturbation/pornography. People who are addicted to masturbation are not addicted to sex, only masturbation. Although you think about having sex all time, when confronted with the option, it won't be attractive to you.It's a common misconception that anti-depressants make you happy, they only make you function. They get you to a point where you're numb enough to get to an environment where you can recover. So imagine like a chemical flood gate in your brain breaking and a whole bunch of built up sexual frustration flooding your brain. Dopamine, a chemical in your brain is something that become limited when used too much. You use dopamine when you orgasm or when you enjoy something stimulating like porn. It's the chemical of feelings and emotions. Too much use of this can cause an emotional numbing making your brain compare everything you do to the sensation of an orgasm or pornography (nothing will compare). It would be healthy to only seek stimulation from an actual human being, rather than masturbating or watching pornography. You could masturbate in moderation if you'd like, but make sure it's about every 90 days (really just try to avoid it).