She’s my friend,my workmate,my neighbour;we see each other everyday and we go along great.I’ve been flirting with her from time to time and she responds well,smile,giggles…you know the routine…she never flirt back thou’ or at least I haven;t notice it…there was one time in the beginning she told me”if you need anything…any help around the house…you know…just call me…don;t be shy”…something like that,don;t think it’s a flirt…but hey! it’s something.Now,she has a boyfriend and it’s serious I mean she’s gonna marry the guy but they’re not together now(I mean he lives in another country…work related…idk).From my point of view she wants me…I mean she ask me over her house for no good reason…like “come for a coffee later on”,to watch a movie and so on…she brought me food a couple of times…
Now,just to make myself clear I don;t want to steal her from her boyfriend…I donl;t even have a crush on her,I don;t want to make her love me……but she;s cute and she makes me feel that she want;s more,when we were watching a movie a couple of nights back she was cold and I offered to hold her in my arms,we were sitting next to each other on the sofa,she said “no…it’s alright” I said ” are you sure?” she said “…it might look strange…” and I said ” it won;t…hey! if you change your mind i;m here!” and I brush her hair.The atmosphere didn’t got tense or anything we kept watching the movie talked about the movie and stuff like that I changed the subject ‘couse i didn’t wanted her to feel uncomfortable…but she started to shiver…man! she was shivering like she was on the damn north pole! I mean I was feeling it thru’ the sofa.I only saw a girl shivering like that when I had my hand deep down in her panties…if you know what I mean…
When she refused me she had a big smile on her face and was cuddling with her blanket(hope you can make an image)…so I don;t think i scared her.after the movie she become even more…idk opened,now she asked me to go to the gym with her said she doesn;t like to go alone.Honestly I like her…she’s a good person and a good friend and I don;t wan’t to hurt her in any way,don;t want to scare her…but I feel like she want to have “an affair” and from my part…HELL YEAH! she’s hot! it’s just maybe it’s all in my head idk…as I said i don’t want to make her fall in love with me,or to make her think i’m a freak or a pervert …jeezzz! thing is she makes me feel like the only thing she says “no” it’s because she’s afraid she’ll come out looking like a slut…that;s the way I see it…I hope you guys can make an idea of what’s going on and maybe see the truth in it.
I don’t want to slip this chance either,I mean if she really want’s it I don’t want to give it up…
Thank you guys,in advance,for your help;and for your time