My dear, I've asked this myself a lot. Sometimes (and you don't wanna get to this point) when you ask yourself this and you get a yes, you've advanced too far. Think of it this way, if when you were little and you fell down and scraped your knee, would you have rubbed dirt or salt in it? Self harm is basically just adding pain to pain. It doesn't fix anything, after awhile of doing it the initial relief you felt will leave and you'll just keep going farther until who knows what's left of you. You'll have scars for the rest of your life that you'll have to explain to your husband and kids, you'll become more secretive and insocial. So if you ask me, (I have experience with it) no. It definitely isn't worth it. Especially in the summer when you can't wear shorts or t shirts or swim anymore because of the scars :p