Background : Last year Civil Engineering Student with a good academic record at a university in Peshawar , Pakistan.
Confusion : This had made me cry for the past weeks. I’m in the last semester of my engineering career and I cannot decide what I really want to be in the future. On one hand I think of becoming a Police Officer through civil Services of pakistan while on the other hand I want to pursue actual research.
Reasons behind aspiring for Scientist :
Curious for Scientific innovations.
Want to own a research laboratory like Thomas Edison and build inventions for the humanity.
Reasons behind aspiring for Civil Services(Police):
A prestigious service socially,
Parents want me to opt for it.
I have the talent for it.
Fascination of Police Uniform.
I want to fight Taliban and kill those bastards,
In light of your experience , I would be highly indebted if you give me a solid advice on what I should do ? Please do not tell me that I should do what I love. I love both. I just cannot figure out what my passion really is.
ThankSS