So I’m in high school and I have this best friend who’s a boy. The weird thing is that I am a girl. I used to like him a lot and asked him out even but he’s never liked me. So I kinda got over it and I don’t like him like I used to but sometimes I’ll be in class talking to him or sitting in the hallway with him and I’ll just completely fall for him again. The biggest weird thing in our friendship is that we do both agree that we are not more than friends but we have made out and gone farther…I’m even contemplating sex. We both totally agree that we are just friends with all this but sometimes when we aren’t doing anything, I just forget everything else…he’s just nice and cute and feels like mine. The last thing is that both of us are not in relationships and not at all looking for people…and we say I love you to each other every single night. How do I stop feeling like I love him like…actually. We already act like a couple it’s just not official and hopefully never will be. So how do I stop…? Please…
