I’m a 17 year old male who feels constantly lonely and worthless. I’m lonely because I’ve never felt like anyone really cares about me. I feel worthless, because I feel like if I died tomorrow, no one would care at all. I try to help people all the time, but no one I help cares. I know that helping is good no matter what, but what if I’m never actually helping anyone? What if I’m just a bother that everyone puts up with. I feel like everyone is just trying to be nice to me, whenever they’re not super mean to me. It’s happened so much and for so long that now I believe that I deserve it. I often feel like I deserve death or worse too.