my name is Roman, i am russian, 17 yr old boy and i live with my mom, my dad left when i was arond 7. no brother or sisters. i live in the united states.
I dont know a lot to say, I should start with how I met him.
His name is Kaiser, we have a bit of problems talking because my english is bad (also the reason for spelling issues so I’m sorry)
But he is so nice to me, I think I love him. I never thought about being homosexual, gay, etc, when i was little. But he is making me feel so different. I dont know.he is always talking to me, he even wants to learn russian from me.
He has intrest in women and every time he meet a women I get jealous. I know its bad and I try to be happy for him but I always feel a need to cry alot.
I’m 17 right now and he is 21, I also want to now if that would be illegal. I love him so much and would do anything for him, I dont even care about how he is 21. he touches me alot when he is drunk and it feels so good to me.
i dont know if he feel the same and some times i think he know but is teasing me about it. i dont even care about it, but i wish he loves me. what do i do? do i tell him? should i wait until i get older?
and also should i tell my mother about him? i am scared how she will act
