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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted a new activity comment 2 days, 15 hours ago

    In reply to: ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update I keep screwing up my love life and I’m so tired of it. View

    I want someone with a sense of humor, willing to accept all my quirks and weirdness. Someone who’s open minded that loves me for me.
    Maybe a little someone with a love of music too~

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 2 days, 15 hours ago

    The one guy who can’t stay with me for longer than a week without breaking my heart told me he’s moving to my state, 30 minutes away from me, in the early parts of next year.
    I’m not sure if I should worry or not, because he’s doing it to make amends with me, saying he’s in love with me and wants to work something out.

    • Hopefully you can build up a relationship or friendship with this guy if you feel he is right for you @xxbaybayxx, don’t let him break your heart or let you down Oliver, you are a wonderful person who deserves someone special in your life, everyone deserves to meet their soulmate, you do too, I wish you all the best, inbox me anytime if you want…[Read more]

    • @xxbaybayxx Yeah, it’s a lot to be put up as the reason for a big choice like moving, but as long as you make it clear that it’s his choice and you won’t accept any blaming for whatever might go wrong, I guess you can see how it goes.

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 2 days, 16 hours ago

    Life is rough, every single little depressive episode has me thinking of killing myself. Because people in my life feel like I need to believe that I’m worthless. I’m told having a child has ruined my life and I’m a mistake for it. I’m told I’m a wasteful abuser because I got myself a tattoo, something I’ve wanted for years. Told I’m a…[Read more]

    • Please don’t harm yourself or do anything bad @xxbaybayxx, you are such a wonderful person who is on this earth to do amazing things, support and cherish your daughter with all your heart, love her unconditionally, please don’t let anyone be horrible to you, surround yourself with the things that bring you down and know you are so much stronger…[Read more]

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 2 days, 16 hours ago

    Last night I got told that I’m invalid just because I’m biologically female. Got told that producing human life inside of me was nothing and after giving birth to my daughter 9 months ago, my life became worthless. It hurts to hear these words from the father of said child. It takes a lot to create a life and it took a lot out of me. It…[Read more]

    • Don’t let him be horrible to you @xxbaybayxx, he should treat you with love, care and compassion, focus on doing what is best for yourself and your daughter Oliver, you are not worthless, you are a special and amazing person who is awesome and is a wonderful parent to your child, try to stay positive and don’t let anyone or anything bring you…[Read more]

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 1 week, 5 days ago

    I keep screwing up my love life and I’m so tired of it.

    • I don’t know you Oliver but I do know the feeling, and I believe someday we will both find someone to be happy with. Someone who gets it, someone cool and funny and totally hot that’s what I want. What about you? What kind of person do you want?

    • Everyone deserves a wonderful partner who will stick by and love them unconditionally, you do too @xxbaybayxx, you will meet your soulmate Oliver, someone amazing is out there waiting for you, you will meet the right person for you, stay positive and keep going, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent Oliver, stay strong, you…[Read more]

    • I want someone with a sense of humor, willing to accept all my quirks and weirdness. Someone who’s open minded that loves me for me.
      Maybe a little someone with a love of music too~

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 3 weeks, 5 days ago

    I don’t go to therapy because I’m scared to. I don’t want to be one who takes pills all the time.
    But at the same time I need something to fight my occasional depressive episodes. Something to calm my anxiety when I go out in public. And something to stop the voices in my head that distract me from daily work.

    I’m just scared. I don’t want…[Read more]

    Mood : Worried
    • Don’t let pain, sadness or depression get you down @xxbaybayxx, try to find the right help and support that will benefit you Oliver like a counsellor or therapist, be as upbeat as you can and know the dark moments will pass because so many more brighter days are ahead for you Oliver, do express yourself an get your thoughts out in a healthy way,…[Read more]

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    ☯✮ Oliver ✮☯ posted an update 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    It’s almost insane how long it’s been since I’ve logged in to this site.
    Life is good, I have a wonderful daughter now. I’m a survivor of verbal and emotional abuse as my ex tried to destroy who I was.

    I’m now in love, self harm free for years, and moving on in life.

    I’m glad I didn’t let this depression beat me, I knew I was missing…[Read more]

    • It’s great to see you back on BT @xxbaybayxx and fantastic to see you happy Oliver, hope things continue going amazingly for you, make your relationship with your soulmate stronger as each day passes and always be a wonderful parent to your child, don’t let your mean ex get you down Oliver, you are a fabulous and incredible human-being who is…[Read more]

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    ☯✮ Oliver ✮☯ posted a new activity comment 1 year, 8 months ago

    In reply to: Angel posted an update [INTERNAL SQUEEING] ♥ ♥ ♥https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ol9E5t0l8Mo View

    Damien Dawn <3

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    ☯✮ Oliver ✮☯ posted an update 1 year, 8 months ago

    It DOES get better. After battling with my suicidal depression for many years I am finally free. I have a job, a wonderful boyfriend, and I love my life. No matter what you just need to keep that chin up and carry on. I believe in all of you.

    Mood : Amazed
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    ☯✮ Oliver ✮☯ changed their profile picture 1 year, 8 months ago

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    ☯✮ Oliver Smith ✮☯ posted an update 2 years, 3 months ago

    Both of my dogs died in the same week. It was late last month…but my dog Daisy dies of an unknown disease, while my other dog Lily suffered from a gum disease she had no chance of surviving….so she was put down. A hole has been placed on my heart. Every day my stress gets worse…I went back to cutting and each day I just get closer to ending…[Read more]

    • I’m so sorry about your pets @xxbaybayxx, do your best to remember the good times you had with them Oliver, please don’t harm yourself, you are such a special person who will have an amazing life, great things will happen to you, be positive and smile, everything will be OK, it’s fantastic that your boyfriend is there for you, I’m sure he’ll…[Read more]

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    ☯✮ Oliver Smith ✮☯ posted an update 2 years, 5 months ago

    Back for my casual updating. My fiance went off to schooling and it’s been doing nothing more than breaking me down day by day. I got a new pet bunny and she’s not helping much with my issues. Been crying and throwing up and giving up on life….so depression is pretty deep right now.

    • Please don’t let sadness get you down @xxbaybayxx, I’m sure you will see your fiancé again, please try to be positive and smile, focus on all the good things in your life, you are an amazing individual who deserves nothing but the best in life, things will be OK, hold your head up high and don’t let anything bring you down, you are a warrior…[Read more]

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    ☯✮ Oliver Smith ✮☯ posted an update 2 years, 7 months ago

    Bleh I’m so sick of everything. I’m sick of the breakdowns and ugh.
    Leaving Blah now, see you all…whenever…goodbye.

    • Please keep fighting and never give up @xxbaybayxx, you are such a fantastic person who deserves true happiness and love Oliver, we will all miss you if you leave Blah, it’s totally your choice though, I hope that life treats you well, I’ll always be here if you need me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    ☯✮ Oliver Smith ✮☯ posted an update 2 years, 7 months ago

    Agh, why do I keep getting a sore throat around 2 pm every day?
    It’s painful but at least I can keep my spirits up.

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    ☯✮ Oliver Smith ✮☯ posted a new activity comment 2 years, 7 months ago

    In reply to: White Flower posted an update I just sent out two messages, and apparently I missed both people… It says they were on recently, but I guess not recently enough… View

    Awe ;;

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    ☯✮ Oliver Smith ✮☯ answered question “What if your tired of waiting?2 years, 7 months ago

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    ☯✮ Oliver Smith ✮☯ posted a new activity comment 2 years, 7 months ago

    In reply to: chloe posted an update hey everyone how is life mine is so shit View

    @polarbear889: Everyone has their good and bad days, but no matter what it always gets better.
    I have been through a lot in my life and I can still manage to put a smile on my face. I’ve had to deal with being homeless, alone, physical and sexual abuse, verbal abuse from my mother, depression, family suicides and failed suicides, the love of my…[Read more]

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    ☯✮ Oliver Smith ✮☯ posted an update 2 years, 7 months ago

    Never forget who you are and where you will be.
    Never forget that even in the darkest storm you will make it. Everything thrown at you is just a challenge to make yourself stronger.
    Remember that people love you, and the love of your life is out there waiting for you to find them.

    You are beautiful, you are amazing, never ever forget that.

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    ☯✮ Oliver Smith ✮☯ answered question “What are signs of being in love?2 years, 7 months ago

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    ☯✮ Oliver Smith ✮☯ posted a new activity comment 2 years, 7 months ago

    In reply to: BlahTherapyLaughter posted an update As we waited for a bus in the frosty weather, the woman next to me mentioned that she makes a lot of mistakes when texting in the cold.I nodded knowingly. “It’s the early […] View

    The pun is real XD

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