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    mariko posted an update 3 hours, 26 minutes ago

    Goodnight everyone

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    Cecelia posted an update 5 hours, 7 minutes ago

    Overwhelmed for tomorrow at work. Sigh. But I’ll try

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      You’ll be OK @invincible, try to go into work with your head held high and keep smiling, I’m sure you will have a fantastic day, stay fabulous hun and don’t give up, I’m always here for you Cecelia, feel free to inbox me anytime if you need to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    laylab95 posted an update 5 hours, 11 minutes ago

    Driving school is an overkill… Would truly love to do driving beyond that but it’s not going to be that easy since none of my family members will not let me drive their cars and they’re not going to help me to find a cheap, good running car either. So here is to wasting money just to be in the same position once more again.

    Mood : Depressed
    • Keep learning to drive and improving your skills @layla95, I’m sure you will find a way to buy a car that is affordable for you Layla, stay focused on completing all your lessons and be as upbeat as you can, things will work out sweetie, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent Layla, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 16 hours, 34 minutes ago

    Also I just realised the perfect job for myself until june (when I apply for uni again): a job in a bookstore! I spent all my life in bookstores and around books! All I need to learn is how to work with the money cash machine. Right now I’m working on my curriculum and I’m going to also make a letter to promote myself. Guys I’m determinated to…[Read more]

    • Do apply for the job @marikofujimoto, I’m sure you will fit in amazingly working at a bookstore, follow your dreams and pursue your passions sweetie, I wish you all the best Mariko :) <3 (hugs)

    • I love bookstores and even considered working at one since I have always been an avid reader – I’m not reading much anymore tho because I’ve been busy lately with work/uni). I really hope you can get this job and do what you love. Good luck! By the way, do you have any book you love worth sharing? xx

    • @oliver thank you so much! If you have any advice for this please feel free to say :D

    • @hope15 thank you so much I really want this job :)
      About books I haven’t read much lately (actual literature I mean). What I’ve been reading is the LOTR trilogy in english, since my mother tongue is portuguese. Is being interesting seeing this type of english

    • @marikofujimoto I truly hope you get a job at one of those bookstores. I would love to work in one myself as I find them to be therapeutic and relaxing things that I honestly feel that you need in your life right now. You have such a optimistic, determined mind so I know you will exceed. Keep it up dear :)

    • Aw I hope you get a job there it sounds like it would be great!

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    mariko posted an update 16 hours, 36 minutes ago

    However I decided to pull myself up! Not going down! My anxiety is not going to define me!
    Is why I signed in my yoga center for an experimental class in meditation this saturday. If I can learn to meditate at least for an hour , I for sure will improve

    • Stay positive and don’t let anything get you down @marikofujimoto, do relax and remember you are a bright, beautiful and special angel of the Blah community, believe in yourself and keep going forward sweetie, you can do it Mariko, I’m always here for you :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 16 hours, 37 minutes ago

    So last night I had a massive panick attack due to the pression I have.

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    laylab95 posted an update 1 day, 2 hours ago

    Today was not so good. I asked my driver instructor for night time driving since I been told that if you can do that you can drive at any time. He flatly said no and said he will continue to give me the rest of my 4 hours of time everyday at 9 a.m when it hardly be no cars in sight. I’m the one who paid for his service not the other way around.…[Read more]

    Mood : Pissed off
    • Hopefully you will get to practice night driving soon @layla95, keep learning and improving your skills Layla, don’t let your grandmother be horrible to you sweetie, I want to see you being treated with kindness and love by those closest to you, your mother really should stand up for you and defend you, you deserve so much better hun, remember…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 4 hours ago

    I have so much pressure I think I’ll go insane.
    Doesn’t help that my monday class is going to be suspended and I’m only going to have one class at wednesday. Let’s just say I’ve been taking an anxiety pill everyday.

    Mood : Crushed
    • Try to relax and take deep breathes @marikofujimoto, focus on making each day bright and happy Mariko, I want to see you feeling calm and at ease with yourself sweetie, you will be OK hun, take care Mariko and keep going, I’m always here if you need to chat, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • That sucks. I know how you been enjoying that class but please try to relax. You’re more than welcomed to talk to me anytime @marikofujimoto

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 day, 8 hours ago

    I wonder how these old men and women who spent their whole lives working towards only getting rich and getting powerful, look back on their lives. Do they wonder what it would’ve been like to experience the beauty of living life? Of loving or being loved, truly? Or that they are worth more than just money and power? …And then BOOM they’re…[Read more]

    • You will have a wonderful and fulfilling life @invincible, hold your head up high and know you will make all your dreams come true Cecelia, I’m sure one day you will look back and be proud of all the amazing things that you accomplished, in the course of your journey, do look after yourself but also support others hun, smile because everything…[Read more]

    • @invincible I wonder that as well. People seem to be program to save money, spend it on material items and homes and cars and it’s like what else? People take those things for the power that media and such has made it out to be nothing else. They have to feel pretty empty. I have had family that wasn’t rich but had money and work their butts off…[Read more]

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    laylab95 posted an update 1 day, 14 hours ago

    My second hour of driving time starts shortly. I can’t wait as I’m so surprisingly good at it.

    Mood : Happy
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    laylab95 posted an update 2 days, 3 hours ago

    So I want to mention this as well about my day. Less than a hour after coming in from my first day of driving school, I finally got a letter from my appeal basically stating that my ex has 30 days from April12 of which he sign it to SEE if he wants to pay me or fight me on returning my money. Isn’t that crazy? Why after 12 days and me thinking…[Read more]

    Mood : Blank
    • Hopefully your ex will pay you back and you will get your money from him @layla95, keep fighting your corner Layla and don’t give up, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • Thank you @Oli

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 days, 9 hours ago

    I feel like I was set up to fail

    • Please don’t think like that @invincible, you are a special person who will make all her dreams and goals come true, hold your head up high and know you will achieve great things in life Cecelia, smile because so much brightness lies ahead for you, believe in yourself and keep going forward with confidence, you can do it, feel free to inbox me…[Read more]

    • You may have been, but now you have a choice with what to do from here on in. We all fail at times, often because of other people. But they have no power over my attitude, my dreams, my choices. The question is, now what?

    • @invincible not true, we all have our strenghts , you just have to focous on them and day by day, try to keep going. I believe in you

    • @invincible I know the feeling but as others said you have to find that one thing you don’t feel so bad at or in and just stick with it for as long as possible. This world do seem to attack some of us more than others but you have to find a way to fight back girl.

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    laylab95 posted an update 2 days, 11 hours ago

    Got done with my driving and it was absolutely great. My instructor told me for someone who haven’t drove in 2 years that I am great. I got some much done within one hour and we were talking the whole time which made me feel at ease. I start my 2nd hour tomorrow around 8 a.m which I can’t wait for.

    Mood : Accomplished
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    laylab95 posted an update 2 days, 14 hours ago

    I should be starting my driving school time any minute now. I will be doing an hour and go from there. I really hope I catch on quickly as I so need to so I can work on a car and gain some sense of happiness finally. Wish me luck you guys.

    Mood : Hopeful
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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 15 hours ago

    So I finally made the blog: https://animebestgirl95.wixsite.com/advice

    (ignore the name since I didn’t feel like making a new email, and they required it for the title so)

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 16 hours ago

    So email is done and now let’s get to work to create this blog

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 16 hours ago

    So something really bad happened yesterday and depression hit me so hard … So I imediatly broke down and decided to sleep to forget. Now I woke up and I seriously am going to make a blog. Going to put all my love and dedication to it. Will be a blog about failure, depression, anxiety but all of this talked through a REAL but also positive…[Read more]

    • @marikofujimoto I am sorry for whatever it was that caused you to break down but I hope your day is brighter today especially since you have your blog (I checked it out and it’s amazing) keep pushing forward because YOU are great.

    • Please keep fighting and never give up @marikofujimoto, do create your blog which I’m sure will inspire and help so many people, remember you are incredible, beautiful and perfect in every single way Mariko, we all love and care about you sweetie :) <3 (hugs)

    • Good luck on your blog. We react to stress in different ways. Me, I get really sleepy, tired. So I can relate going to sleep to forget. Once I realized that is how I react to stress, it has helped me better know myself, and to identify when I am stressed. It has also helped my pin point some specific stress buttons I have. These things are all…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 days ago

    Anxious but too unmotivated to do anything and I’m getting really lazily depressed over it. :/ IDK UGH. I’m calmly sad and wanting to die.

    • How clean is you bedroom, living area. There is a correlation between living with mess and depression, unmotivation. Hope you find a reason to live for.

    • I know how you are feeling right at this very moment but please find something that can at least distract these thoughts and feelings that you are having. If you ever want to talk, please feel free to message me.

    • Try to relax and look after yourself @invincible, I want to see you truly smiling and making each day as bright as possible Cecelia, you will be OK Cecelia, remember you are brilliant, perfect and special, hold your head up high and know you are a survivor, keep going forward and never give up, you can do it, I’m always here if you ever need to…[Read more]

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    laylab95 posted an update 3 days, 7 hours ago

    So my mom told me to text the guy I was talking about the other day today for her even after I came to her that day crying saying I’m tired of just being the girl guys want to screw and use. I asked her why she couldn’t text him her own self on her phone or even better, call him and she said why couldn’t I do this for her and he likes me and…[Read more]

    Mood : Disgusted
    • Your mother has absolutely no right to treat you that way @layla95, she should love and care about you, it is so wrong that she is putting her own needs before that of her daughter, I don’t want to see you being abused or hurt by anyone, you deserve so much better sweetie, I want to see beautiful Layla surrounded by good, compassionate and kind…[Read more]

    • @layla95 You can’t deny yourself things like hope or self love only because your mum has no common sense and knows how to parent a child properly. You have to realise that now you’re an adult but alot affected you because how people treated you, incluiding your mother. So is really unfair and brutal to put yourself that low when is not your fault at all

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