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    Cecelia posted an update 19 hours, 10 minutes ago

    actually getting severe exhaustion from being piled on useless shit from my classes
    and getting no understanding from a so-called”friend” – might have to drop them because their behavior is no way acceptable right now.

    • Try to relax and take a break from your studies when you need time to yourself, surround yourself with people who will treat you with respect and kindness @invincible, I want to see you being loved and cared for Cecelia, smile because you are truly fabulous, hold your head up high and keep going forward with confidence, you can do it, inbox me…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 3 days ago

    The day didn’t go bad, actually was pretty good. Let’s see how tomorrow will be. Goodnight everyone

    • It’s wonderful to see that you had a wonderful day @marikofujimoto, sleep well and get a good rest sweetie, I’m sure tomorrow will be fantastic Mariko, stay positive and keep going, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 4 days, 1 hour ago

    First latin class tomorrow. Will be a bit later (at 10 am) , for some reason the teacher will be busy before, meaning only 1 hour of class. But still nervous af. Wish me luck…

    • Oli replied 4 days ago

      You’ll do great in your Latin class @marikofujimoto, work as hard as you can, stay positive and know you will be successful sweetie, smile and keep going forward, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 4 days, 12 hours ago

    Talking to my bf till 2 am ,crying and etc, I realised my past still hunts me ALOT. I had 20 years of bullying pretty much ( I was already bullied at 3 years old basically) , super abusive relationships, bullied for looks and ironically for having good grades… and I guess I grew cold and started to hate people. So is really hard now to feel…[Read more]

    • You are such a beautiful, kind and lovely angel who deserves happiness and all the best that life has to offer @marikofujimoto, don’t let your past get you down or stand in your way sweetie, I was bullied in high school and from personal experience, I know how bad the effects of bullying can be, I don’t want to see you feeling sad or upset because…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 5 days, 2 hours ago

    Can’t stop crying today. No matter how much I try to talk to people, even those who care about me, I never feel warmth from them. They never fully understand me. I genuinly feel like I’m alone in this world. I only have books and my shows. And in the end, only I understand myself.

    • I don’t want to see you feeling upset, sad or alone @marikofujimoto, please know so many people care about and love you Mariko, be kind to yourself because you are truly a beautiful, lovely and special angel, surround yourself with all the things that bring you hope, I want to see you smiling because you are amazing inside and out, I wish I could…[Read more]

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    Theodore posted an update 5 days, 22 hours ago

    I feel really content where I’m at socially right now for the first time at college… I like somebody and I’m quite sure he likes me too, but he’s part of this group of people I’ve gotten to know and I don’t want to mess up everything. I never had the same groups of friends in high school, I’d just move through them when I dated someone…[Read more]

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    • I would try to talk and bond with him as much as you can @princepossum, build up your relationship with each other and see where things go Theodore, hopefully you will always be friends no matter what happens, do what you feel benefits you going forward and never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 6 days, 12 hours ago

    I have a friendship that is complicated. We know each other since year 11. At the time I was struggling with depression and anxiety (Im better but still struggle) and she was struggling with anorexia, bulimia and anxiety. She’s much bettter now and graduated from law school.
    And recently she reached out to me asking me how I was. This after…[Read more]

    Mood : Grateful
    • That’s so lovely @marikofujimoto, it’s great to see you re-connecting with friends and being there for each other sweetie, hope this friendship continues going strong for you hun, smile brightly Mariko and never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • @marikofujimoto thats awesome, I’m so happy for you, be sure to stay in touch with her :)

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    Theodore posted an update 6 days, 19 hours ago

    Went to a festival today with friends and stayed for about 6 hours… the most fun I’ve had in quite a while! I’m glad to be clicking with a group with similar interests to me! And I may have a roommate for an apartment next year… actually loving work here on campus, I didn’t think I could enjoy anything in food service, but nice coworkers…[Read more]

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    • Awww that’s great to hear! Seem’s you’re having a lovely time :)
      Sometimes is all about having the courage to try new things and we get surprised. So awesome for you that you took that chance!
      Hope everything keeps going awesome for you <3

    • It’s wonderful to hear that you had a good time at the festival @princepossum, hope things continue going amazingly for you Theodore, keep trying fabulous things and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 1 week ago

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    mariko posted an update 1 week ago

    Ok FINALLY they’re adding the classes to my schedule, phew!

    • Oli replied 1 week ago

      That’s wonderful @marikofujimoto, I’m sure you will do great in all your classes and be successful sweetie, smile and keep going forward as so much brightness lies ahead for you hun, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 1 week ago

    When you find out you’ll have a Latin class *screams*
    But for real, aside of that I’m super excited. My degree is genuinly all about history, geography, languages and specially Literature. All of these things are my passion <3

    • Oli replied 1 week ago

      I’m sure you will do great in your Latin class @marikofujimoto, do work as hard as you can sweetie, it’s great to know that you are doing a degree in subjects that you are passionate about hun, stay upbeat and know you will be successful, keep going and never give up Mariko, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay…[Read more]

    • @marikofujimoto ughh I had a years worth of latin over the summer… I did not enjoy it at all, but it wasn’t too bad

    • :c oh no, I hope mine are better then… A bit scared of that class

    • Thank you so much Oli , you’re always so supportive :)

    • @marikofujimoto The thing about it is a lot of it just makes sense, like memorzing vocab is way better since a lot of roots will be familiar already! It is a bit challenging but its more of the, “need to devote study time to memorize things” sort of challenge, and less of the “I don’t understand this” challenge. So, just study, ask questions…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    Feeling sick and exhausted from stress.

    • Oli replied 1 week ago

      Try to relax and focus on all the things that bring you happiness and joy @invincible, you will be OK Cecelia, look after yourself and always be the fabulous ray of sunshine that you are, smile and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • So sorry darling, I hope you’re feeling better :(
      Stress and anxiety fucking suck. Drain us emotionally, mentally, physically. But you have people that care here! ^^

    • Please take it easy on yourself. Nice deep breathes. (: I’m here, if you need to talk.

    • thank you! ♥

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    Jozy posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    Wooooooooow incredibly stressed since University is FAST approaching. New quarter system, new professors, new environment. Scared outta my mind. :( I hope I can get clarity real soon in all Uni matters, career matters, financial matters, family matters, and insecurity with myself matters. I’m trying to breathe in and out to relax. It can’t be…[Read more]

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    • Try to relax and focus on getting everything in order as best you can @pandagirl96, please don’t feel down about yourself Jozy, you are such a beautiful, special and incredible person who deserves happiness in her life, please know that the journey ahead will be filled with sunshine and hope for you, university will go great and you will be…[Read more]

    • Millions of people do this every year, and most of them face the same anxiety and worries and concerns you have. In in a few months what is new today will be old hat and you will wonder, “What was I so worried about?” You can do this. And, by the way, most people make mistakes and stuff along the way – that’s life. Just keep doing one thing at…[Read more]

    • Try to see this with a positive look. If you go there already being negative trust me, will be very hard to actually see good things. Also the comment above is true, millions of people go through the same. I’m also going through the same and trust me, is not that bad. Just go to classes, try to get notes and study as hard as you can. Try to…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    I am only a human OK not a freaking ROBOT.

    • You are a special, amazing and lovely human-being who deserves happiness @invincible, don’t let anyone tell you differently Cecelia, I want to see you have a bright smile on your face, hold your head up high and keep going forward with confidence, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent about anything, stay strong, you are…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    I fixed two massive issues uni related, however for some reason my schedule doesn’t show up with all my subjects –” , hope they show up soon cause on the 20th my classes start

    • Hopefully your schedule will be fixed really soon @marikofujimoto, do talk to someone in your university sweetie so everything will be right for you on the first day of classes, I’m sure you will do great no matter what hun, stay positive Mariko and know you will be successful, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are…[Read more]

    • @marikofujimoto I totally feel ya. Im trying to fulfill all my documents I need to turn in for Uni. Classes for me start around Sept 28th. Super nervous and all. I wish us both luck! :) Goodluck with everything Mariko!

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    When you have panick attacks everyday cause just the thought of socialising scares the crap out of you….

    • Please don’t let anxiety get you down @marikofujimoto, I know how you feel sweetie, I’m shy too, try your best to surround yourself with people who will bring you compassion and love Mariko, let your bright personality shine and keep going forward hun, you can do it beautiful angel, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you…[Read more]

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    Jozy replied to the forum topic Would you ever? in the group Group logoBlahTherapy Arcade 1 week, 3 days ago

    Yes, as long as the weather is breezy and warm, so I won’t be cold as heck in the morning.

    Would you ever kayak in a deep cave with stalagmites and stalactites everywhere pointed at ya?

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 5 days ago

    just had an emotional, fearful panic attack regarding something medical, empathy for others and a sudden fear- i guess i am OK now, but … of course none of my friends or family cared. Ha. They did all you DON’T Do at someone panicking. But ya know, whatever I guess.

    • Try to relax and surround yourself with the things that bring you hope @invincible, I want to see you smiling and living each day to the fullest Cecelia, your family really should support and be there for you, remember the BT community will always be here for you Cecelia and so will I, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you…[Read more]

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