Hey. I been there I actually where you’re at now. Firstly, don’t feel bad for wanting to cry even though things are improving. You see celebrities cry and get angry when it seems like they should be the happiest people on earth. When I feel like you are now, I try to tell myself that it will pass and that i need to feel the bad moments just like i want to feel the good ones too. It keeps you humbled in the end or at least with me it have. I say enjoy your glass of wine, kick back, and just think out everything until you can’t think anymore. You can always message me if you want to as you already know.
I just feel weird… I hope i can relax more..
Try to stay positive and keep making things better for you @spectrolite7, get your thoughts and feelings out in a way that benefits you, I want to see you truly smiling and living a life that makes you happy, relax and always be wonderful to yourself, go forward with a sense of confidence and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)